Top of the World

Supposed to be typing my PS essay right now, since it's dued tml 12pm. Well...... Whatz new? Typing furiously in the wee hours of the morning. Or the perception of me typing my essay, since i am now chatting and trawling the net(not for porn). Anyway, i'm currently feeling great. Theme song: Top of the World.
Why?
Coz J initiated a conversation with me and it was a great one at that. A bit on life and a bit on God. A bit of 'dear's' sprinkled thruout the conversation. A lot of 'nitez' and then resuming the conversation. A little like lovers on the end of a telephone line, reluctant to hang up, coz both know the moment they hang up, they'll miss each other till the moment they managed to fall asleep. Now, how many of us are guilty of this?
Anyway, this's my sentiments and in no way reflected her's. But it made me happy anyway. In a better mood to start my essay. Also, G juz reminded me on my philosophy regarding attached gals.
So what if the gals u like r attached? So what if they juz got tgt or been tgt for a long time? The pt to note here is: Be there for them when they break up. Theory is simple - at this sort of age, the couples either break up after a while or they get married. So chances are high that they break up after a while citing irreconcilable differences and whatnotz. The thing is, even if they managed to stick thru it for yrs, it'll be a gd test of one's feelings for that particular gal. Since the irony lies in One's capricious nature with regards to affection and attraction. Again, in my words: Fidelity is only juz a matter of choices. Allow me to elaborate. We get attached for a variety of reasons. Major ones being strong attraction, be it physical attraction or emotional attachment. However the determining constant here is TIME. Therein lies the dilemma we often face. Should we move on for better pastures when we come across one, or stick to the inferior one we're currently on? Again, it's a matter of perspective and perception. What may seem superior at a pt in time could only be a Percieved notion and not a Real superiority. Many of my guy frenz would stand on high moral grounds and say we need to be Responsible. *Now, where did i hear that before?*
RESPONSIBILITY IS THE KEY TO SUCCESS
Does that sound familiar?
Anyway, i digress.
On one hand, guys do need to have a certain level of responsibility in them. Don't ask me why. It's a gender thing. Especially where feelings are concerned. On the other hand, there is the problem of taking risks. In case u are lost, i'm still talking about whether to move on to percieved greener pastures or stay put and be responsible. Fidelity is a matter of choices. I do believe in that. Regardless of what people say. I can come across as lacking in sentiments and responsibility and lacking in regards for the other party's feelings. However, if a certain part of us contemplates moving on, it says volumes about the current state of the Relationship. Rather end it early when cracks are juz showing, than hanging on till the cracks become irreparable and start to fall apart. If one is so blissful in his/her current r/s, (s)he would not have eyes for anyone else. Probably, the guy would still be on the constant look-out for chio bus, but not in the unfaithful sense. I digress again.
Blogging is wonderful. Gives me a sense of mind, coz i get everything off my chest, in the form of words.
Anyway, shall try to start on my essay coz it's getting late and after i got some encouragement from a certain someone. Till then.