A beam of sunshine

Four days have elapsed.
Four happy days.
Four buoyant days.
I go to bed everynight,
Anticipating tomorrow's arrival,
Another conversation,
Another meeting.
I've been careful,
Not to step on thorny paths,
Preferring to keep the boulevard clean and honest.
However,
Much as i try,
It is not as yet possible.
I have faltered a little,
Stumbled a little,
But managed to regain my balance.
I cant afford to make a mistake.
I dont want to lose my joy.
I dislike lengthy loneliness.
I want my dreams to come true.
I know there will be darkness and storms ahead,
But tempests dont last,
And i know that as long as we believe,
That the clouds will clear,
There will be sunlight again.
My beam of sunshine,
A resplendent radiance.
My very joy.