I'm not in love

I've juz downed a whole tub of Ben n Jerry's,
To try and dull the pain,
But it juz doesnt go away.
The acute pain in my jaws only serve to accentuate
The numbing pain in my heart,
So much for ice-cream being comfort food.
I'm anything but comforted.
I'm guilty.
I'm confused.
I'm lost.
I feel like a jerk.
If only you people know about what i've done.
(that wasnt aimed at you jon)
Much as i try,
I cant seem to do anything right.
Deep down,
I know what i have to do,
Yet my resolve failed me,
At the most critical period.
And now the tangle's more complex,
And i'm stuck in between.
Four more days left.
I've gotta right all the wrongs.
I've gotta let my heart speak.
I've gotta let my actions prove.
I've gotta say all that i want to.
I've gotta make the right decisions.
I've gotta stick to them.
I've gotta tell her.

Women, not girls, rule my world
I said they rule my world
Act your age woman, not your shoe size
Maybe we could do the twirl?
You don't have to watch Dynasty
To have an attitude
You just leave it all up to me
My love will be your food

You don't have to be rich to be my girl
You don't have to be cool to rule my world
Ain't no particular sign, I'm more compatible with,
I just want your extra time and your KISS